For your patience I give thanks.
My appreciation could not be feigned,
My last painting of you, I crank.
Of my disease I have suffered long ,
A century long but it seems.
The loss of health seem so wrong,
A scream of pain I silently scream.
At this moment, I am conscious, rare.
It brings my last gifts to you I bear.
I know this is a troublesome disease,
Everyone thinks me an imbecile.
Only you say that I will be fine and I cease,
But I know that I am not facile.
Plagued with problems of your unfaithful wife,
I’ve never seen you truly happy, so like me.
I love to paint, so like you, it is my life.
In life I search but I find myself at sea.
Only after time spent with you do I find,
An understanding of our same sex love.
I love you deep, with you we are entwined,
Our hearts as clear and clean as doves.
But I deeply apologize and regret,
With you no more can I spend my life,
Forever I will be in your debt,
Through every fiber of my being.
I feel pain, and I know, so do you.
Though I know you are my love, my medico,
I cannot withhold this feeling of rue.
I love you, my darling, be bold.
I made the best choice for us.
I know you will be sad,
But don’t panic for it is thus,
The sadness will last forever.
-------------------- By Vincent Van Gough
Message: Love comes from sadness.
Message: Love comes from sadness.